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OOooh my

January 4th, 2006 (04:28 pm)
worried

current mood: worried

Well.. after seeing my friends go through it, I'll be headed down that road too.
Looks like we will be moving after all. papawolff and I are looking at March/April. We discussed it briefly on our honeymoon...and after finding out how creepy our landlord has been. It is time to go. Besides, our rent is like 1,300 a month. For a three bedroom in the city, it's really not that bad. However, considering the finances now.. its a bit much.

Especially that if we keep this place, I'll be lucky to stay home until he/she is 6-8 weeks old. I refuse to put our baby in daycare when they are that young.

So, we get a place with lower rent.. that will enable me to stay home maybe 3 months instead. 6 months ideally.. but I am not sure how realistic that is. Give us some time to get our feet under us hopefully.

I am still not sure where my job stands, or if I'll be here through my whole pregnancy. I haven't told my boss I am pregnant yet. (He travels alot, and when it comes to him.. I am chicken).

So many things up in the air.

I can deal with all of these things, but I am more concerned about bean. I want to make sure he/she is alright. I have an appointment with the new doctor on Monday, the 16th. Since I am seeing her for the first time, the nurses haven't told me what she plans to do.. but I hope she is more helpful than my evil bitchy OB.

I guess I am mainly concerned because I have been feeling some pressure in that area, and because I can't seem to really catch the peanuts heartbeat on our home doppler anymore. Sure, I can hear the blood flowing to the placenta. I can hear him/her kick in protest. But it's really hard to catch the heartbeat. I tried last night with no luck, but I heard the movement.. and the blood flow.
It seems the more time progresses, the harder it is to hear!

I am going to try one more time to hear tonight.

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Posted by: Vince, Dude, Vman, Kid, Pimp, Vern, Toshiro (dust_wind_dude)
Posted at: January 4th, 2006 11:12 pm (UTC)
shut up Agnes...or you get this

i'd say that if you don't catch the heartbeat, as bad as you may want to hear it, that it can get tricky when it comes to working around two anatomies and locations and whatnot. As long as the blood flows and the bean grows, it's all good in the hood.

I'm glad you're getting away from Captain Creepy, he seemed a little out there when we accidentally spent that hour in discussion with him that one time. You're just better off having a smaller/less costly place, so that you can be home and still afford to live.

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