current mood: worried
Still couldn't get Beans heart beat. Last night, or today. I am also concerned about the pressure I've been having. I am freaking out so horrible bad, words can't even describe. I got on the phone with a place near my mom, and set up an appointment.
The nurse had to book me in on Saturday ( a very tight schedule), and was urging me to go to Emergancy care.
I dont want to seem callous.. but my insurance sucks, and it covers nothing of emergancy! Unlike blue cross which is 70 bucks for any visit! Man do I wish for that back.
I may end up going anyway. It doesn't hurt that the hosptial treated my last TWO ER visits, and totally just sucked such an amount of ass. Plus, while you are being seen, you have to pay your bill. It's not like I could pay it later.. believe me, if I could.. I would. I dont have 900 in my account. We just paid rent.
I am also trying not to freak out.. I am trying not to cry, because I need to be at work in a few more minutes. I am just about to lose my shit.
Please god, let my baby be okay.
Edit: I am going to the Er tonight. My mom said she would come and get us, to take her to the hosptial by her.. which does not require cash upfront.