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January 5th, 2006 (02:44 pm)

current mood: worried

Still couldn't get Beans heart beat. Last night, or today. I am also concerned about the pressure I've been having. I am freaking out so horrible bad, words can't even describe. I got on the phone with a place near my mom, and set up an appointment.
The nurse had to book me in on Saturday ( a very tight schedule), and was urging me to go to Emergancy care.

I dont want to seem callous.. but my insurance sucks, and it covers nothing of emergancy! Unlike blue cross which is 70 bucks for any visit! Man do I wish for that back.
I may end up going anyway. It doesn't hurt that the hosptial treated my last TWO ER visits, and totally just sucked such an amount of ass. Plus, while you are being seen, you have to pay your bill. It's not like I could pay it later.. believe me, if I could.. I would. I dont have 900 in my account. We just paid rent.

I am also trying not to freak out.. I am trying not to cry, because I need to be at work in a few more minutes. I am just about to lose my shit.
Please god, let my baby be okay.

Edit: I am going to the Er tonight. My mom said she would come and get us, to take her to the hosptial by her.. which does not require cash upfront.


Posted by: Melanie S (okp)
Posted at: January 5th, 2006 08:59 pm (UTC)

I know it's a hard decision, but I would say that the ER sounds like your best option right now. Stress and worry isn't good for you or the baby. And if there is something going on, you want to take care of it as soon as possible.

Please keep us posted.

Posted by: themysticsdream (themysticsdream)
Posted at: January 5th, 2006 09:22 pm (UTC)

It may be. The only problem is, we have no money to pay them. I mean, none.
The other thing from my understanding.. is there is nothing they will do for me, being 17 weeks along. They wont stop labor if it's happening.
(How freakin' crappy is that?!)

The only other option asking my mom to get me after work, have her drive all the way out here.. and take me to the hosptial by her.
They are the ones I know that do not require payment upfront.

Thanks for your well wishes.

Posted by: dangling participles are where it's at (ilwitchgrrl)
Posted at: January 6th, 2006 03:05 am (UTC)

good luck, honey. I'm thinking about you and hoping everything is ok!

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